the password recoverd at last...

fuhhh...it's been almost 4 months i try to find out my blogspot pw...one thing bout me...i'm very the 'pelupa' . today manage to get back the password...tu pun after so many times tried. ahaahaa..

some people can just ignore n create the new account...yeah i also can do the same but it's not about blog only, is actually the email address itself..sayanggg wooo....my fullname tue...eheheeh...i did creat the new one but nobody knows..it is just a place for me to release..

hope tis time around i could save the pw in my memory box..n hope it won't crash or else i have to reformat again..

my assistant....

it's been 15 days since my assistant resigned. n so far we could manage everything without her.. i don't know how to express my feeling when she sms the resign note... i've been waiting so long n tis is the right time to let her go..lots of illegal transaction, attitude and bla..bla..bla.. makes me so so confused.

feels like the whole burden gone..though it's hard to find person like her but it is better than having the one yg very keras kepala...inysaAllah we can do it..

it's already 080808..

40 minutes past 12.. sedar x sedar dah 8 ogos 2008..i still can't sleep..with the bad cough n flu, my nose keep clogging..ujian betol. i wondering y the ubat x der effect langsung. i thought ubat batuk + selsema can cause drowsiness. dah 2 mlm mcm ni..smalam kol 3 baru lelap..punyalaa sakit kapla guwe..maybe kene ujan smalam kot, sebab tu arini kene flu..manja n lack of antibody btol laa.. the whole day was very bz kat butik. penat sgt2..supposed i dah lena agak2 dah smpai ke petala langit ke 7..

lots of unexpected thing happen in the past few days.. still manageable yet exhausted. rasanya tu laa word terbaik utk describe mcm mana yg aku rasa bila keep working for 2 consecutive weeks.

emmmm...

Nerver ending thanks to aniem...

today is the last day aniem keje kat my butik. special thanks to aniem on her commitment for 2 1/2 years. support yang x berbelah bagi, x pernah mengira dari ape jua segi, n i really miss ur deep interest in managing n developing dealers. hope u will enjoy working at ur new company. wish u all the best n semoga dilimpahkan rezeki yang berlipat kali ganda lagi. take a good care of yourself, jaga maruah, hiasi peribadi & hope u change..try to be aniem yang dulu..

very cool friday morning

so long time rested from blogging n now it's the time back for me to blog again. i think this is the best way to release since i was very angry n very the moody yesterday. everything mcm x kene kat butik tue. on wednesday, had my 3rd quater audit from franchise consultant..so good coz managed to get 95% comply. alaa..we did not comply for the price tag ( ader price tag tp x penuh), lagi satu sebab x der training area (meja tu dah kene pecah ngan anak customer) n 2,3 items shorted. tu yang pull down my marks. Then we went to Awal Nasi Kukus since FC nak sgt makan nasi kukus.. x pernah plak org HQ dtg klantan nk mkn nasi kukus tetiba je dia nak...after all i pun tatau mana nasi kukus yang best di KB ni. kalo tanya nasi kerabu ke tau laa.

what happend yesterday?? emmm, should be very stressed day.. dtg a bit early pg smalam n ask assistant to sms all dealers. skali tgk number celcom butik x der. dok ngan assistant lg sorang. mak aii, dah laa she is on leave for 3 days. dah start bengang. trus kol dia soh hantar simcard..nmpak kejam laa juga but i should be strict. dear assistant, i can laugh, i can play, i can huha huha with u all but when it comes to work, please be serious. i just received the sim card by 5pm. peak hour camtu , of course laa bz. mn smpat nk sms.

smalam stock smpai byk laa jugak. more than 50 boxes. rojak. satu kotak cmpur mcm2 items. start checking kol 2.30pm n stop at 5.30.. so sakit pinggang. x penah lg check stock smpai 3 hours. exhausted. the best word described my situation. tu x masuk kemas, susun cantik2 kat shelves. adoiii laa. dgn customer ramainyer..alhamdulillah laa sbb customer dh start ramai. gaji dah masyuk kot.

dah penat2, mula lapar, carik my famos amos yg beli kt klia aritu, x jumpa. finished already. aarrgghh...dah laa penat..x makan pun lagi tetiba dah abis. emm..it's ok..not worth amek hati for the small matter camtu. ngadap laptop, ngadap pc, listen to the winamp, check sales, headcount, appoitment...byk lagi nak meet. baru 60% of the trget. sigh....think n think n think..what to do...emm, get the idea n open adobe photoshope, scan mana2 pages yg offer n tmpal kt notice board. time moving fast, already 10.00pm when i look at the clock .pack all the stuff n going back home. that is the routine..really can't imagine is the situation will remains when i get married??

Munajat Cinta - Loves Prayer

really love this song..there is something to be remembered , not always but sometimes..

Malam ini, ku sendiri,
tak ada yang, menemani,
seperti malam-malam,
yang sudah, sudah

Hati ini, selalu sepi,
tak ada yang, menghiasi,
seperti cinta ini,
yang s’lalu, pupus

Tuhan kirimkanlah aku,
kekasih yang, baik hati,
yang mencintai aku,
apa adanya

Mawar ini, semakin layu,
tak ada yang, memiliki,
seperti, aku ini,
semakin, pupus